Let Me Go........!!!!

I want to be pulled  away,

From  the stack of your memories.

I want back my soul,
Which is lying near your bed.


I knelt down without any reason.
I crushed my ego and became quiet.


I want back my smile,
As I spent many restless night.


Need a break, to throw you out.
As I nailed down my happiness.


Lived a lot in a fraction,
Now want to  kick you far.


Pulled out the long thorn,
Which was pricked deep in heart.


I shaped my life as before.
You cruel heart leave me alone.


Don't make me to shake,
Let me go to my world back.


Don't make me to be awake,
Let me  take a peaceful nap.

My Kingdom

                              

  

I rule in my loneliness

I laugh, I cry, I shout

And I dance like a careless.

And for that I never need to confess

I rule, I rule, I rule

And I rule in my loneliness

Don't think I am new in this field

I am ruling since I was a kid.

It was not an easy job.

I lost a lot to wear this rob.

Let me brief a bit

About my kingdom.

Here, I am the king

I am the queen, I am public

And I am the troop.

And I rule, I rule in my loneliness.

Often my kingdom was attacked

Invaders tried to rule.

But I fought,  I fought

To save my lovely kingdom.

Number of times I was supposed to lose

My inner consequences impart me boost.

And I Survive and I survive.

And still ruling my kingdom.

But I always afraid,

of being loosing it.

It's my determination,

And always keep on backing me.

And it strengthen me,

To overcome from the fear .

I rule, I rule in my loneliness..

  

Ups And Downs

                                              Ups And Downs


If something is happening wrong in your life, everyone will says it is a normal ups and downs happens in life. But what if there is  down in your destiny, downs always drag you to the deep and deep. It plays an important role in ours life if an only if we take it in the positive way or else you ready to be destroyed. 


The same always happens to me and I'm such a fool never worry from all this and repeat the same. Since I passed my high school nothing went right in my life, there is always something happens which pulls me down and down. And the best part is that I take it easy in a pretty cool way by saying, ' Its all about destiny man..!!'.  And now even I left blaming my destiny and I hardly react when something happen wrong to me that I learnt  till from my life. It will be looking something nonsense I'm talking but its all about the nonsense which make a sense.


 Now let me say what I really mean to say, actually the thing is nothing is in our destiny we only create our destiny. We must not have any kind  regrets in our life. I think every thing happen to you for a reason. The hard time that you will go through build your character and will make you strong.

"The Day Of Disaster"

Though I was compelled to being a guilty

For that I have never done.

I was cursed and I was abused,

And slandered for that I never thought.

Forced to accept  which I didn't do

Heard the shouting "Odd man out"

From the each and every corner .

Looking around for the helping hand.

For me those will be the magic wand.

Confused a lot which one is coming from heart.

Or either it is just the fake luster.

Which will crush my feelings as a monster

I cried and bled in my thoughts.

I never argue and never revolt.

I lost the immortal belief .

My words are not worth of a penny.

I confessed for the over blamed.

I knelt down, welcome the disaster.

Which shattered , torn, crushed

And laid me down and made me alone.

I accepted whatever I have never done.

And put the flame of blame on me.

But I believe, I will overcome.

I believe I believe....

My Saga

                                                                                 

    

                       "My saga"

The old saga of mine

Which was pure and divine?

There was nothing to cope up.

And even no pressure to shine.

Sitting in my grandma's lap,

Feeling like I am on cloud nine.

This was the pretty part of my life.

When I was only of nine.

By the time days, weeks,

Months and the years passes.

Daily something came in my life,

Which always find a new way to harsh?

What I am going to do.

Or what I will do in my future.

Mine and my parent's wish clashes.

Every moment and  the every time,

I fear of their bashes..

Gonna those days, gonna those time.

The little child grown up.

Where the scenario was changed.

And pushed into a professional line.

There i found a lot cope up

And even pressure to shine.

Now I am suppressed to think,

What was mine, what was mine

Is I am still on cloud nine…?