Is I'm happy Or not sure?

I am so happy, 

like I was never before.

I wanna fly with clouds.

Took some pebbles,

And thrown in the pond.

Chase the ducklings.

And scream so loud.

Raise my collar,

And I feel so proud.

I Stand before the mirror,

And adjust my smile

All these nonsense I do,

when I'm all alone.

Later I always think.

Is I'm happy, 

Or I'm confuse.

wait.. wait..

I'm happy or,

I'm not sure??

Is I'm in love? - wrote long back in 2008

What do I Call it?

Which is going through me

Whether it's a sign of 

Love or something……

How do I feel it?

Which is pondering in my heart?

Whether it's a sign of...

Love or something….

What should I do?

I gotta out of my senses.

I don't know what to do.

And What not to do….

I don't know where to go.

And where not to go.

Whether it's a sign of 

Love or something.

Why do I care for you?

Why do I think of you?

Why do I dream of you?

Whether it's a sign of,

Love or something.

Wish you to be in my life

The way you came in my life

I think its a reality,

Or just it's a dream of my open eye.

The way you talk.

The way you smile.

The way you laugh.

The way you cry.

I think it will make me

Crazy for a while,

Or for my rest of life.

It's a dream of my open eye.

The only thing which make me cry.

Are you really in my life

Are you really going to be mine

Or just it's a dream of my open eye.

I just thinking from dusk to dawn,

Where was my fault?

Where I did wrong.

That you're not in my life.

Really..Really…Really.

I was very much right

That, it was just the dream.

Of my open eye.